The Quiet Room

I’ve been silent here for a while.  There is a reason.  My life has been in upheaval.  And at some point my family and others in my real life discovered this blog, so I’m not sure how comfortable I am revealing actual real feelings here now.

The facts:  I left my husband almost 6 weeks ago, I am currently homeless (staying with friends), and wondering when the spouse and I can come to enough agreement on certain financial questions to allow me to have enough money left to rent a place of my own.  He told me a few weeks ago that he discovered my blog (although I’m not entirely sure if it’s THIS one or one of the older ones), so revealing a lot of detail about my feelings right now seems squicky, because I don’t know if I want him reading about my day to day struggles with how to move forward.

Anyway, I’m still alive, still breathing (most of the time).